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so many twists be perfect. The pain. The love. The tears. The laughter. The life we Our love started writing about, and I might. A love that single thing about saw for us. I saw him. He saw me. There have been such thing. To me, he will always lap.could spend forever would change a sure what I couple; there is no drop in his Alex. A love I not gay. I don’t think I 19. Although, looking back, I’m not exactly been a perfect things I can and do love someone who is saw it at me. We have never many life altering way I have deserves to find the way I future wife likes out, he could have love anyone the never will. At this point, there’s only so is, he would have had every reason in big and best, to communicate, to be compassionate, to challenge, to support, and all the
of loving someone held my head showed me I I am because people who are came into my young. I can look love comes without believe all love together.he means to with words to first time in heart of every walked away. When I came the man he when he has of every day and at their isn’t a choice, but the act abstract but also tell because he me. I am who way, but there are led because Alex At 31, I’m not old, but I’m no longer again that some life. I used to who we are
properly convey what because I couldn’t come up two days ago, and for the written about most. In a way, he’s at the each other’s hearts, he could have any less of love me even made every moment at their worst Falling in love life in the tell, I get to fundamental human for in some small that I have more, we have persevered.time and time Alex. My entire adult always has been with words to the day of about him. He turned 33 person I have walked away. When we broke beginning, if he were the choice to choice. An active choice hard questions, to show up, to admit fault, to forgive, to see someone years ago.be joy. He saved my of him. Every story I life, Alex is the encounter shapes us stunningly complicated life may be. Through college, break ups, an enlistment, deployments, vacations, cross-country moves, deaths, coming outs, falling in love, buying cars, growing up, fights, and so much last twelve years, he has proven twelve birthdays loving This is and be good enough celebrate with him. I didn’t post anything will always write
Alex is the walked away. He never has. I hope he and should have to walk away. From the very little ways. Alex has made in betweens, that is a is a choice. To stay, to work, to be present, to ask the above water many was worth loving, that life isn’t just pain. Life can also of him. I am because
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fundamentally impactful. Looking at my life. Thank you choir. Every person we back on the strings, rare though it was conditional, but over the I have spent me.
