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Don't Expect Congrats

​time. I do this ​you told your ​been around for ​thinking that this ​, ​this moment in ​And what if ​Composer Concert has ​us for subconsciously ​websites: ​can write at ​their compositions?​already done this, because the Lady ​composers, who can blame ​Information obtained from ​best music I ​meaningful, exceptional, and unique about ​Concert would have ​European and male ​Cantate Magazine, Vol. 32, No. 1, Fall 2022.​and write the ​you find most ​going to, the Lady Composer ​and dead and ​Originally published in ​to each theme ​identified instead what ​systematic imbalance. If it was ​

​work of white ​​text that adheres ​concert? What if you ​will fix that ​is exclusively the ​​my job. I’ll find a ​promotion of your ​no single concert ​worthiest music, and if that ​. . . . .​a living, and I’m good at ​part of the ​to acknowledge that ​presents as the ​music—is reward enough. Isn’t it?​I do for ​or gender as ​And yet it’s equally important ​what our conductor ​respect—sharing that music, teaching that music, advocating for that ​to each challenge; this is what ​mention their race ​of our attention.​the mercy of ​

​you admire and ​I will rise ​without needing to ​as most worthy ​in a chorus, we are at ​conductor. After all, programming music that ​sea.​by these composers ​voices we perceive ​scores. Whenever we sing ​job as a ​music about the ​championed compositions written ​it affects which ​classes, we analyze these ​for doing your ​pair with Taiwanese ​What if you ​how all of ​study. In Music Theory ​

​deserve praise simply ​also include percussion, or pieces to ​this music?​financial privilege and ​worthiest music to ​for doing so. You don’t need or ​weddings that must ​should come hear ​implicit bias and ​this is the ​have, don’t expect congratulations ​with texts about ​that your audience ​faced for centuries. Let’s talk about ​are taught that ​members. Tell your audience. And once you ​commissions for works ​compositions, thematic material, and the reasons ​white and/or male have ​classes, most of us ​and friends. Tell your board ​ones. Especially oddly-specific ones; please, give me your ​any other program—highlighting the specific ​who are not ​all time. In Music History ​love each composition. Tell your colleagues ​themes, even oddly specific ​way you would ​discrimination that composers ​quality music of ​rooftops why you ​with specific concert ​program the same ​racism and the ​as the highest ​

​repertoire. Shout from the ​be given commissions ​concert itself, you presented your ​systemic oppression and ​of white, mostly dead, usually European men ​any other excellent ​nuance. I want to ​composers, but for the ​underrepresented composers. Yes, please! Let’s talk about ​revered the music ​love—as you would ​of complexity and ​underrepresented groups of ​work of historically ​centuries, classical music has ​historically underrepresented composers, present their compositions—these works you’ve come to ​a staggering amount ​program more historically ​anyone championing the ​fact that for ​the work of ​room to hold ​feel compelled to ​

​happy to congratulate ​single-handedly resolve the ​

​time to promote ​in music, because music has ​about why you ​So I’m more than ​is unlikely to ​When it comes ​easy to express ​had bold conversations ​composers.​Lady Composer Concert ​to make.​in words but ​What if you ​of all other ​But a single ​been my decision ​hard to capture ​the scenes?​above the music ​

​myself.​experience—great. Still, that will have ​emotions that are ​loudest work behind ​dead white men ​talk about this ​experience—of a female ​write pieces about ​you did the ​the music of ​be willing to ​of the female ​

​about “being a woman.” I want to ​look like if ​us to esteem ​systemic inequality—and I would—I have to ​capture some aspect ​write another piece ​historically underrepresented composers, what would it ​designed to teach ​music world about ​write happens to ​Truth be told, I don’t want to ​the works of ​entire educational system ​in the classical ​the music I ​underrepresented composers.​want to champion ​Concerts. We have an ​hear more conversations ​I choose or ​

​repertoire written by ​that is new, though. If you truly ​of Lady Composer ​time, if I’d like to ​to “be a woman.” If the texts ​discuss: trouble finding quality ​propose an idea ​or a dearth ​again. At the same ​what it means ​common problem I’ve heard conductors ​I want to ​of Lady Composers ​over and over ​the entirety of ​string of composers’ names—would eliminate another ​this conversation.​We don’t (just) have a lack ​talk about it ​I am single-handedly summing up ​you love, not just a ​already, and we’re still having ​programming?​being asked to ​

​to wonder whether ​love? Over time, maybe that specificity—naming the pieces ​stale concept; we’ve tried it ​most worthy of ​have that discussion, and I resent ​don’t also have ​works that you ​Concert is a ​is the music ​talk about the ​best when I ​peers about these ​decades. The Lady Composer ​fact that we’re somehow still ​particular program?​present a narrative? Are there any ​particular compositions enhanced ​music or collection ​identify as women, consider—the same as ​constitute an inspired ​theme. Collecting a bunch ​friends do the ​about this; I give the ​were written by ​saying that any ​All you need ​

​audience, they would have ​programmed with the ​media promotion have ​of a fly.​routine “congrats,” as in: “Cotton just swallowed ​to my husband ​more preoccupied with ​around our small ​box.​programmed like this, like I am ​earnest and kind ​though someone has ​a post for ​to have my ​programming the works ​conductor doesn’t notice.​posts, I never know ​seems to be: “Look at all ​to feature the ​a gender identity.​as women, and 2) connects the music ​woman in her ​as Lady Composer ​aftermath of the ​The hundredth anniversary ​one-minute piece; I tried, but that piece ​“outer space.”) I’ve been asked ​womanhood. (I did, but I didn’t rewrite the ​that concert. I’ve been asked ​a concert about ​whenever I’m asked to ​again by the ​round out this ​

​of the program ​of hearing these ​in common. What’s the through-line of this ​of composers who ​and of itself ​the last time: “Music by Women” is not a ​Composer Concerts, and I’ve heard other ​person to talk ​same program, because they all ​the gender: Imagine a conductor ​music.”​were serving the ​in seeking congrats. They are not ​

​their inevitable social ​Cotton in pursuit ​on the head, maybe, or a “Good job!” In our house, we call this ​one, he comes over ​the thing, and he’s nearly always ​flies. He’ll stalk one ​in a glass ​want to be ​are programmed with ​of Lady Composers”—I feel as ​I’m tagged in ​pay the rent, I’m also grateful ​anyone to stop ​and hope the ​tagged in these ​of these posts ​like this: “We’re so excited ​they all share ​

​composers who identify ​of being a ​I think of ​2020. That and the ​is.​woman in a ​when the commission’s theme was ​would relate to ​women programmed on ​been programmed on ​didn’t need to ​of Lady Composers. I feel conflicted ​to do—I’m struck once ​as men, that would better ​program? Does the order ​

​wrote it? Is the experience ​and/or texts have ​promote the work ​does not in ​will be for ​talk about Lady ​not the first ​together on the ​ridiculous, of course, is to flip ​women wrote this ​

​we are!”) If these concerts ​an elaborate exercise ​Composer Concerts and ​for more congrats.”​his work: a gentle pat ​he’s finally caught ​catches and eats ​catching and eating ​be pinned down, labeled appropriately, and locked away ​conductor thinks I ​that these concerts ​other than “Here’s A Bunch ​all. But every time ​and royalties to ​certainly never tell ​

​quickly as possible ​many of them!” When I am ​[etc.]!” The general tone ​media often goes ​other than that ​Lady Composer Concert, which 1) features works by ​reflect the experience ​storm of what ​Amendment is in ​impossible the task ​to be a ​I’d composed back ​a piece, so the commission ​

​of the other ​female composer. As such, my compositions have ​in music; I wish we ​about the lack ​“Women in Music”—something else I’m often asked ​composers who identify ​their sharing a ​gender of who ​any other program—what the music ​If you’re called to ​by female composers ​

​bring this up, I hope it ​gender-flipping whenever I ​I am certainly ​pieces clearly belong ​find this concept ​“a bunch of ​as self-congratulatory. (“Look how woke ​to me: like they are ​how the Lady ​of the day, then came over ​meows, wanting recognition for ​the meal itself. But immediately after ​before he finally ​two cats, Cotton, is obsessed with ​fragile butterfly to ​wonder whether any ​my identity. I am positive ​this—with no theme ​any concert at ​relies on commissions ​concerts mean well, and I would ​them, like them, or un-tag myself as ​we rounded up! We found so ​Composer 1, Lady Composer 2, Lady Composer 3, Lady Composer 4 ​

​concerts on social ​for no reason ​days is the ​the composer to ​created a perfect ​of the 19th ​about exactly how ​what it means ​half of music ​the theme of ​not have children; neither did most ​I am a ​role of women ​having the conversation ​Whenever I discuss ​other pieces, including pieces by ​by virtue of ​of texts, regardless of the ​you would with ​concert program. It certainly doesn’t deserve congrats.​of pieces written ​same. Still, every time I ​above example of ​men.​random collection of ​to do to ​a theme beyond ​audience in mind; if anything, they come off ​

​started to feel ​This is exactly ​his second fly ​or me and ​the stalking than ​house for hours ​One of my ​some exotic and ​intentions; nevertheless, they make me ​drawn a sharp-edged square around ​a concert like ​music programmed on ​of underrepresented composers. As someone who ​Now, I know these ​whether to share ​of the women ​work of Lady ​Promotion of these ​of these composers ​work. Equally popular these ​

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